The Book of Not: The Book of the Camarilla

1. DELETED FOR SECURITY REASONS
2. You cannot know me because I know the truth
3. You cannot hurt me because I know the truth
4. You cannot frighten me because I know the truth
5. You cannot touch me because I know the truth
6. You cannot love me because I know the truth
7. But I can
8. I can love you
9. I can touch you
10. I can frighten you
11. I can hurt you
12. I can know you
13. I can know you
14. I
15. can
16. know
17. you

1. It came to pass in the city of Venice that fire fell from the sky onto the houses and the water and the land
2. And many people shouted "Lo! But for these hands, we would have nothing!"
3. And this made the Caine-toads sore afraid
4. For the time of the Licking had come
5. And lo, many things did come to pass.
6. Few were called, but many gathered
7. "Draw!" said the ones in the grey
8. "Draw!" said the ones in the black
9. "Draw!" said the ones in the red
10. "Draw!" said the ones in the white
11. But only one drew, and they drew a mask.
12. They all thought it was dumb, but they wore it anyway.
13. There is a reason they never take it off
14. They are ashamed
15. That there is nothing underneath it.

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1. It's a world of laughter
2. The other night I
3. Well I guess this has
4. Nothing to do with the
5. Story but I was
6. Walking down your
7. Street and I saw you
8. Go into your house and
9. You looked around but
10. I don't think
11. You saw me
12. I don't think
13. You've ever seen me
14. Anyway I walked up to
15. Your front door
16. And the sun was coming
17. up
18. I wasn't scared
19. Or on fire or
20. Anything like that
21. I just wanted
22. To see your face
23. So I went into
24. Your house because
25. I know where you keep
26. The spare key in
27. Your heart and I saw
28. You go upstairs and
29. Get undressed and
30. Put on your pajamas
31. And lie down on your bed
32. In the room with no
33. Windows
34. And I watched you
35. Fall asleep and when
36. I knew you were asleep
37. I reached into my
38. Pocket and took out
39. the knife it was
40. Very sharp and I
41. Held my breath like
42. I do whenever you
43. Are near me
44. And it was shiny
45. And it felt nice when
46. I held it
47. To your throat
48. 
    
49. I don't know if
50. That helps you
51. Know what I am
52. Saying but
53. I thought you should
54. Know.

1. It's a world of tears
2. I am permitted to say no more on this subject
3. By strict Malkavian law
4. You understand

1. That of course was when the Sabbat came
2. You do not remember that time
3. Neither do I
4. Neither do they
5. There is no Sabbat
6. They have been deluded
7. And so have I
8. And so have you

1. Clouds and mannequins pointing at them
2. This is how we understand things
3. In chapters and verses
4. In years and days
5. In sane and mad
6. Every line may make sense
7. But when you put them all together
8. You often times don't know what
9. They are talking about
10. This chapter is like that
11. You read it
12. And you think, "Oh.
13. Well that wasn't so bad."
14. Think again.

1. It's a world of hope
2. They wrote it out
3. But we wrote it up
4. They think we don't know
5. But we are the only ones that do
6. They think they control us
7. But we are the ones who are controlled
8. Would you rather be a chessplayer
9. Or a pawn?
10. Sure pawns get moved around
11. And sometimes they get taken off the
12. board
13. But chessplayers die
14. Pawns just get lost

1. It's a world of fear
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1. I have a soul
2. I just don't have
3. Any more money
4. I have a mind
5. I just don't have
6. Any place to live
7. I have a future
8. I just don't have
9. Any reason to tell you
10. What it is
11. Or why I want it so bad
12. Or why it makes me laugh
13. So hard